A Time For Revelation

i just found this post in my draft - dated sometime in July 2006 - trying to remember but i honestly cant - guess this just shows that when u think something HUGE is happening, its not that bad cos after a little while u wont even remember what the whole thing is about

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i thought men were supposed to be the strong ones that say "bitch, get off me, im not interested" instead of "I dont see u as being mine"

my five days away from muscat did me a great deal of good. i had time to think about the situation and how i feel about it. i realised that im noit really that affected

i know the post is giving the general auro of "i was going through something but now ive pulled myself together" but its not. its more of a "why am i so bothered?? fuck him and his stupid premonitions"