16.10.2009

Finally I took that step.

Dear Stranger

Surprised?? That I am calling you a stranger?? Well what else should I call you?? The Love of My Life?? You are no longer. Unfortunately that is not the way that God wanted it. I may have completely removed you from my heart and my mind. But apparently my body still wants you back. Dont worry that will never happen. I would rather rip myself to shreds than even consider putting myself in that situation again.

You are now a stranger to me because the one I knew no longer exists. The one I knew would never have gone this far. Do I forgive you?? Yes I have forgiven you a looooong time ago. You know me, I am not one to hold grudges. Do I forget?? Never.

I am moving on. No scrap that, I HAVE moved on a long time ago. Why am I not in anything permanent?? Dont flatter yourself. I do not compare anyone to you. I guess I am just not willing to put any effort anymore. I am no longer interested in sharing my life with anyone or anything. I am no longer emotionally capable of trusting blindly such as I was with you. I am not even willing to give anyone a chance. Its my defense mechanism. I do it to protect myself. And I have you to thank for that. You made me the person I am today. Stronger, independant and cold. Very very cold.

I do not blame you. I blame myself for allowing the situation to go as far as I did. All the signs were there I just chose to ignore them. Everything I said I would never do, I did. Everything I said I wouldnt be, I have become.

This is the way God wanted it. And this is the way I will live my life. This doesnt mean that I will sit back cross-armed and not attempt to make my life a better life. No. I am working on it. Hard. Killing myself in fact physically, emotionally and mentally. But I have an aim in life. And I am going to acheive my aim. Including all the dreams I discussed with you. Except I will hold my head up high and proud because I would have done them all myself. Even if it means that you are not by my side. It is your loss not mine.

You are just a flicker of a memory in the back of my mind. I will not deny, I still cry over you sometimes. But mostly tears of joy for getting out of it before it was too late.

Good luck and I truly hope you are leading your life the way you intended.

P.S.

I got a new haircut - well bangs basically.

Everyone thinks it looks good on me even though I wasnt really convinced until a week later.

Today people at work saw my new cut and positive reviews so far.

Boss walks in this morning and told me I look good.

Now he just passed by and called me a poodle. LOL

Update: I beleive the exact word he used was "kaneesh / kaniche"

And Life Moves On

Awalan I would like to say Kil 3am wintu ib alf 9i7a oo salamah oo mbariken 3eedkum. Hope you all enjoyed the holidays. I must say that I did in fact enjoy my holiday very much.

Thursday was last working day and Friday morning I was all packed and already hitting the road to Dubai. I spent the entire holiday there (9 days). On average I was sleeping around 12 hours a day and spending the majority of my waking hours snuggling on the couch with a blanket and a cup of coffee watching whatever movie was currently playing on TV. By late evening, I would finally get bored and motivated enough by the harrassement of phone calls from friends asking me what the hell I was doing home all day when Im on holiday, I MIGHT by then consider doing something social. It usually consisted of either going out for sheesha or having friends over for a game of cards.

On an occasion when I had about 5 friends over, as usual the subject of my singledom was brought up. Apparently they all mutually know of 2 or 3 people that are interested in me but have reported back saying something either like "Shes very cold" or the most common "She isnt interested at all". So I gave in and agreed to go on a blind date with a friend's friend who was apparently perfect for me. He just proved how perfect he was when he propositioned me within 15 minutes of meeting. Needless to say I went straight home and dove into my position for the week.

I have never considered myself a pessimist nor the kind of person who looks at life negatively. But I am beginning to be this person. I guess life teaches you to be callous the hard way. In the past 2 years, I have only met one guy that I was remotely interested or attracted to. And he dissappointed me greatly. I guess Im just not physically nor emotionally prepared to go through the process of getting to know someone new.

I am now a strong beleiver in arranged marriages. From what Im seeing arund me, they are the only marriages that are truly working.

Swine Flu Statistics - Oman

According to this - apparently 928 cases identified in Oman of which 9 resulted in death.

It sounds about right doesnt it?? Thats less than 1% fatality rate.

Source: http://www.flucount.org/

Ramadhan Reflections

I know I know

I have been neglecting my blog for a while for various different reasons - mainly its time constraints. I have been keeping myself really busy on the weekends. Mostly either going to Dubai or hosting friends in town. The last weekend before Ramadhan, I spent it on a one night getaway out of town but in Oman with my cousins. It was a nice change.

So much has happened and like every Ramadhan, whenever it comes, I actually stand back and reflect on the past year. For me Ramadhan to Ramadhan is actually more of a beginngin / end of year as opposed to December 31st.

This year when Ramadhan arrives I was completely unprepared and in fact a little taken aback since it came back so fast. 2009 in general has flown by for me (others will disagreee of course) but honestly I remember last Eid like it was this morning.

So looking back, I evaluate the changes that occurred in my life since last October. I must say that this period (October 08 to August 09) has been the most life altering phase of my life. I have moved jobs. I started my MBA. I lost people I cared about and more importantly I eliminated a lot of people that did me harm. All are decisions I do NOT regret at all as since October 08 I am actually a much better person.

I may not be surrounded by as many friends as I used to be like this time last year, but I always say its quality not quantity. I have worked to better my relationships with my family and better myself. I have always been able to sleep well at night knowing that I have not done anyone any harm, yet now I am occasionally having sleepless nights just worrying about some people and how THEY are feeling relating to the harm they have done me. Yet I always say "allah ma ya'6rub ib 3a9a" (God does not beat with a stick) and simply roll over and sleep.

I have never claimed nor will I ever claim to be a good muslim because I do admit that when it comes to following religion's guidelines, I am not one for discipline, YET I feel and Im confident that I am a good person. I always wonder how many times I have had almost REALLY bad things happen to me whether they are accidents or such then I realise that God must be rewarding me for the good that I am doing in some way or other. Kil wa7id y7a9il 3ala gad ily ysaweeh (Everybody gets the same amount back as they do).

I am happy with who I am. Whatever I do is between myself and God.

Recently got a quote from a friend that I LOVED

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"

Over and out

Another Mini Break

I know its ridiculous how much I go to Dubai but I can't help it. Majority of my real friend live there. I have a great time every time I go whether I spent the weekend going out meeting new people of just chilling at home with friends, munchies and a good movie.

So why is it that every time I say I'm going to Dubai lately I get the raised eyebrows from people or the "again!!!!!!!" comments. I really don't get it? Why are some people so bothered about my frequent weekends away? Am I bothering anyone?

And now the latest trend I'm getting is the "who's the guy" barrage of questions. Seriously? You think I go to Dubai every other weekend for a guy? He wishes! In fact if anyone knows me well enough they will know that if there WAS a guy I would never go. Its enough that the guys already have big heads la ba3ad akabirla raseh bizyada atna6a6 kil isbu3 oo tark laih 3indeh?!?! Noooo ssiiiirrrreeeeeee.

I go to have fun and get away from the trash I'm surrounded by here in Muscat. Why can't people just smile and tell me to have a good time?

7ad ywa9y shay min hnak? Zain a7san.
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Blog's 3rd Birthday

And again I missed it - for some reason i keep thinking its in October and I just decided to double check and it turns out that it was in June.

Aaahhh never mind.

Hope I will catch the 4th on time.

Lama of Me Myself and I

Shda3wa this morning kan kil shay tamam oo ga3 agra the first part of Al Razeen oo yeet aby asawy comment lakin at work 3indna shwayat 5arabee6 - bas pop up comment boxes i can comment with. wal7een 9irtay private - la oo bidoon ma ti3zimeeny ba3ad?? la la la chee az3al wayid tara

Im been a fan of your blog min zman - min ayam ur original real life story.

So please saweely invite 3ala moody_1@hotmail.com

oo ily invited on her blog please gooloolha iny msawyatliha hal post dedication

Took a Break

Why hello there everyone. I know you havent missed me really but I will just pretend that you did and that I am back by popular demand. LOOOOL

I took some much needed time off and left town for an original 7 days that extended to 11 days. LOL. Since it was pretty much last minute and I could not plan exact departure and arrival dates due to the house and work situations (Im choosing to neglect the studies part of it which is the main culprit), I was not able to go anywhere to far.

So when 3aneeda has a few days off where does she go??

Yep you got it right. I went to Dubai. Took the weekend as super relaxing with lots of pool lounging and swimming and the heavy stuff started on Friday July 3rd (coincidentally my 29th birthday - LOOOOL).

My friend checked me out of the hotel at the end of the first weekend and moved me into her place. That was probably the best thing she could have done. The holiday then converted into a mega girly break with lots of chilling out, TV and cooking and entertaining of friends. Especially since another friend of ours moved into the house with us.

This was a break I really truly needed. I met some new people that I know will remain in my life for a while. I also had some enlightenment towards those I used to call friends. Overall I came back relaxed with a huge load shifted off my shoulders, a spring in my step and a smile on my face.

To more enlightening breaks *click*

I Really Dont Know

Everyone has been asking me what I want for my birthday!!! I have never told anyone I want something specific for my birthday except for my sister. Shes the only one where she doesnt have a roof on her budget and neither do I.

For some reason we always exchange gifts end of July beginning of August which falls exactly in the middle of both our birthdays. Last year she got me the Swarovski / Phillips USB and I V-Kooled her car.

This year "Christmas" came early since shes out of town already and Im leaving in a few days inshallah. The presents this year were her allowing me to take her car to Dubai for my trip next week and her present was me paying for her car service. I think she liked the deal cos it means she doesnt have to worry about what Messrs. Rip Off Al Zawawi will make her pay straight after a 6 week holiday. Even Dad is predicting her coming back broke LOL.

But see with everyone else, I really dont care about the value of the present or even its existance. Honestly speaking I would rather not get anything than getting a bottle of perfume. I find them soooo impersonal and actually quite insulting. Even things like bathroom stuff and Body Shop packages and these things. These are a definite NO-NO for me.

I even used to think Gift Vouchers were insulting until I realised that getting someone a GV means they get to buy something they like. So I changed my mind about them. But people asking me whats on my wishlist!!! NOO WAY. I will never reveal. I have so many things on my wishlist mainly consisting of designer handbags so since I definetly will NOT expect those from anyone, whats the point.

There are also some other things I need - i.e. a replacement for my sunglasses that I lost in my last Dubai trip. But these things are tricky. I mean what if someone buys me a pair of sunglasses that I end up hating ON ME but loving on the shelf!!! I need a keychain for my car keys but my car keys are funny and I have a few keychains that do not fit my car key.

What is the ideal Birthday Wish List?? And how can you avoid wasted gifts??

Myself - In 10

Remember how I said I was gonna do this Thing in 10 posts. Ive done 2 already one about my mom which apparently was a HUGE hit. LOL. The other one was about how I look. Well tonight I was out to dinner with some friends and this discussion came up and basically I felt like I was being scrutinised and it turns out that Im a much more open book that I thought / would have liked to be

Basically the main things that came up are:

1. I cannot hide emotions. This I knew since I have been told enough times by people that whatever I feel is semi-written on my forehead. But I didnt realise that I do things involuntarily like giggle in a specific way when I have something dirty going through my head or press in between my eyebrows when Im trying to come up with an excuse or a lie. Damn Ive been busted.

2. I am too caring and considerate. And the specific words used were "your too nice for ur own good" - apparently I have been walked all over without noticing and I was given examples as well.

3. If I begin to say something, i HAVE to finish it even it it comes later. Guess this comes from the "women speak 60K words per day" thing. LOL

4. I am always to be trusted when it comes to ordering food. This is strange because usually Im the one that eats weird stuff that nobody likes such as pineapple on pizza. Etc

5. When I am not motivated, it really shows by my body posture. Hhhhmm wonder how they came up with that.

6. I am easily excited. LOL. what can I say, a kid at heart

7. I am not a typical girl - yeah yeah yeah heard it all before. I swear if another person says that I am "wa7id min ilshabab" i will punch them in the face.

8. If I wanted to and I really beleived it, I can convince people that the sky is red. But only if I beleived it myself. I am very VERY 3aneeda.

9. When I try to lie, there is a red lightbulb that flashed over my head. Im THAT bad.

10. And what really really shocked me. My friends think I hold a grudge. This I argued with them forever. Finally I think they accepted that i do NOT in fact hold grudges against people, I forgive very easily BUT I never forget. Fooled me once, shame on you, fooled me twice shame on me.

It was an enlightening sitdown. We went around analysing every single person who was at dinner and it was interesting. How on some points we all agreed on something but the person would not beleive / accept it.

Now Im curious to know, what do you guys as bloggers that do not know me personally or have interacted with me personally think of me?? I would be curious to know.

Please do share in your comments - if you want

Sh9ayer??

I noticed lately ineh ako wayid nas are getting very worked up about other blogs and the contents of these blogs. Lately i fell across two worrying blogs both with content warnings which is the first indication of danger.

One is what appears to be this Israeli girl who lives in India who basically fucks about and numbers the guys. Fair enough if shes a nympho and wants to flaunt it fine, but please we dont wanna see pics. And those pics are nasty especially the fact that she doesnt "maintain" if you know what i mean girls. LOL

The other one which I think is causing a bigger riot purely for being a girl from our region has caught a lot of attention lately I noticed. Other blogs are writing whole posts about her and discussing her very openly. I saw her blog and honestly speaking I just think she has a split personality.

Anyways, my point is whats the big fuss about?? So this one likes to document her sexcapades, and the other one has imaginary ones. Whenever I see an update from them (and yes I confess I follow them both) i just read, rant and scream silently in my head and close the window. Maleh da3y abadan the public cursing and swearing and calling of names.

I guess its a question to those that DO leave nasty comments and such. Why do you do it??

UPDATE: And another one bites the dust - Liberal Khaleejiya deletes her blog

Its Already Been a Year

RIP Ali Mehdi

Allah yer7amik wy'3amid roo7ik iljanna inshallah

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Useless Day

Today was completely wasted - I did absolutely nothing at work. I'm feeling guilty maybe I should just tell them to deduct a day from my annual leave or something.

Instead I spent the whole day searching for properties in Dubai. Planning on celebrating my birthday there early next month cos I can't travel anywhere further. Looking for a weekly rental of a villa with a private pool. I will be going with family and close friends so we really wanna go all out.

So far I found a 4 bedroom apartment in JBR for 4900 dirhams - not bad at all. Works out to be about 200 dirhams per night per room. That is truly a bargain.

I can't believe I will be turning 29 in 26 days. I don't feel like I'm 29. I've recently been having the "when did u panic" conversation and most said the 25 or 26 range. I still haven't panicked.

Am I normal?
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Restaurant Review

Its crap - do not bother

The food kan feeh zafara '3air 6abee3iya - even the vegetable dishes

La oo ba3ad fog hatha kileh - we were 6 girls that ordered 4 mains to share and we didn't touch anything. Oo we paid 50 rials for the meal.

A wasted night out 9ara7a
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A Weekend Away

I'm taking another Dubai weekend - I've booked the hotel already and tomorrow I just need to discuss it with my boss as I'm planning on taking Thursday off.
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And this week ...

... Mama swaps the jellies for a floatie - looooooool
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Follow-up to Mom post

Shrayik bas fy her jellies? Looooool - wallah iny fa9alt 3alaihum oo 7ata 9awart-ha labsat-hum. Loooooool
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Omy - in 10

This post is basically triggered by a few things that happens today as well as other blogger's posts about something their mom's did - 3ad kil ilumahat nikta - bas Omy ta5ith ilkas ib 9ara7a - gilt basawy 3alaiha post ati6anaz - 3ajbatny salfat "in 10" hathy

1. We moved into our house laman ana kan 3umry arba3 sneen - gabl la adish madrisa 7ata - ana al7een shway oo bakamil 29. Bageely cham shahar - t5ayalaw laman asoog oo Omy ga3da wiyay lal7een it7awil itdaleeny wain baitna!!! ya3ny 5amsa oo 3ishreen sina ma t3alamat - la ba3adny

2. 6ab3an ka kul ilumahat - 3indha mushkila 3awee9a fil suwaqa. Ehya it5af itsoog lakin mub ra'6ya ti3tirif. Fa basically wehya itsoog ga3da fog il dashboard - ilsikan fi chabidha oo ras-ha lamis sagf il sayara. Lo itchoofoonha tirkab wila tanzil min ilsayara - filim. Tit'3al'3a9 oo titchafas oo 7alat-ha 7ala. Whats her excuse?? Ryooly g9eera lazim ajadim ilkursy. LOOOL

3. Wayid it9adig 7achy ilnas oo 5arba6a6hum - mara wa7da yabatliha 7ab madry shinu - awain zain nag3eeh fi may oo sawy madry shiny oo bisheel ilham oo madry shmin sha3wathat - oo Omy ya7lailha ga3da witgarmish fi hal 7ab tgool a7la min imnaga3 - awain majyoob min swaysra - jarabetah u5ty wila 6ala3 shinu?? 7ab mal 3a9afeer!!! thak ilnitfa. LOOOL. lakin ba3adha mub ra'6ya it9adig "jaybeena min swaysra"

4. Ilyoum ray7a awady my car to the bodyshop / wikala 3ashan yit9ala7 mukan il7adith - 3ad yes the 7adith ily 9ar - and i counted - 72 days ago. wa2a5eeran btit9ala7. ilmuhim i asked my mom to come and pick me up lakin she doesnt know the place so we met somewhere on the road. Fa im driving 60 on a 120 road oo ba3adha 7a'6rat-ha moo ra'6ya til7agny. oo ilman6iqa shway 9ina3ya - ya3ny fahmeen ilfashla?? tractarat bu 40 tons 7umoola ga3deen y3adoony. laman we9alna ilwikala oo salamt il sayara wila achoofha ga3da ib sayarat-ha tan6ur oo takil 7ab shamsy. LOOOL. cinema??? ilmuhim 6ab3an li ma9la7at il jamee3 gawamt-ha oo ana sigt lain ilbait.

5. Fy shay wayid wayid y3a9bny - ana ga3da asoog - wehya ga3da fil 2nd seat. wagfeen 3ala lafa oo ana achoof yameen oo yasar 3ashan itha ako fur9a a6oof - wil madam 7a6a eedha 3ala ildash oo mchandisa 3ala jidam oo ba3ad it6ali3 yameen oo yasar - LAISH?? MINU ILY GA3ID YSOOG AL7EEN??? ITSIDEEN 3ALAY MACHOOF LAISH??? Ufff tiqharny hal 7araka

6. Habbat "MOO ZAIN" - i think every mother ymiroon ib hal habba at least once a month. Mal whatever u say or do "moo zain" - i came back from the doctor today and she gave me pain killers for the muscle pain / spasm i got. "Moo zain kileh itbal3een adwiya" - hhhmmm inshallah bacher ma babla3. LOOOL. - last week kan moo zain kileh ga3da 3ala ilcomputer - kileh fi 7ijritich - tagreen ktab wintay minba67a - tlibseen bidoon chmoom wintay nayma - etc. The list gets weirder and weirder. Obviously all i5tara3at il om il 3azeeza

7. A strange 7araka - ay turmus wila jug wila ay shay laih booz - may9eer ykoon y2ashir 3ala 7ad - kileh bitlifeh 3ashan y2ashir 3ala iljdar - ham moo zain. Laish?? ma7ad yis2al - iljawab "bas moo zain"

8. 7ad marra gayeleha lazim yin3alach il akil thalatheen mara kil lugma 3ashan yinhatham zain - 9adagat ya7lailha - needless to say ilkil m5ali9 mit'3ady wehya ba3adha 3ala il sala6a

9. "Ana Om Kool" - 5o hathy kil shway ti6la3 ib habba yideeda - 6ab3an "sawooly email" wayid minha - 3indha 3ishreen alf email - tubana insaweelha password lakin man3arfa - tiktibeh 3ala warga oo atwaqa3 3ala il'6ahar katba 3alaiha ilgrocery list ily 3a6ateh il6abba5 - ba3d sintain tuba email thany - oo telefonat-ha lazim Samsung "3ashan amayzeh min telefonatkum" hhhmmm Ok - oo lal7een ma mistaw3iba ineh laman tifta7 ilflip it automatically answers the phone - fa tig3id it-hawis 7abbat laima tisma3 9ot (hatha 9ot il hangup 3abalha answer) oo ba3dain twalwil 3alaina "ma 9ala7tooly iltelefone - intu '3ayraneen telefony a7la min malkum"

10. 6al3een family dinner ib Shangri-La - shway ba3eed oo obviously ma nubaha itsoog - so usually ana asoog sayarat-ha since my car "chanha dababa" ya7lailha my car is a 2 door pajero - ily yisma3ha ygool H2. ilmuhim - Im driving wehya 5atmat ilQuraan ib ga3dat-ha - 5air inshallah?? Inty wayid musri3a !!!!!!!! Mama - cham rayich ga3da asoog ana al7een?? chan itrid 3alay "3ala il aqal 160 wa9la" - chan shilat il2uns ily ga3deen wara yitkarkaroon - lany 7ata il 100 ma wa9la on the main road - shwaya oo bay5alfoony il shur6a for "3arqalat il sayr" - la oo laykoon il sayara ily fil lane il thalith jidamna ib kilo '6arbat break "ha ha ha bitdi3my ilnas"

Bas 3ad ykafy 6anaz 3ala Omy - LOOOOL - yallah share your stories!!!

What I Look Like - in 10

1. Im tall - 5 foot 5 inches - not considered tall for most but tall for Omani standards
2. Im big and bootyful - LOL - Im confident about the way I look - who doesnt like the way I look can bang their head on the wall. I gym in order to maintain and move.
3. I have naturally very curly hair - I used to always dry it straight in the winter but its summer now and Im curling it always
4. My hair has usually never gone shorter than shoulder length until about last October when I decided to do the Victoria Beckham cut - the short at the back and longer at the front. It was quite gutsy of me since Im the kind of person that always plays it safe. Everyne said it looked great on me but I wouldnt do it again cos its SOOO high maintenance
5. Im naturally tanned - Actually I lie - When I lived in the UK and was not exposed to sun for 4 years almost I went back to my original colour which is a yucky pale yellowish 7in6awy - but im ALWAYS in the sun and therefore always tanned to a certain extent
6. People always tell me that my most prominant feature is my eyes - they are big and doe-like - plus I tanna7 easily so it always looks like Im putting on a puppy face
7. I will never be caught dead in a dress - unless Im attending a wedding. Im trying to break out of that habit and have bought a few casual dresses. All but one still hang in my closet still with the tags on.
8. I LOOVE to dance
9. My favourite food is sushi
10. Im like a baby - it takes me forever to get into the water but once Im inside you can never get me out. I still had tan lines of one summer holiday upto 4 years later. LOOOL

A Confused Post

Well hello there everyone - is it just my blog that has gone suddenly dead wila is it everywhere?? Cos i see people commenting everywhere lakin ma7ad ga3 yzoorny?? laish?? Z3alt tara. LOOOL

Anyways wayid ashya 9arat

First things first - saweet taqleed lal habba ily 6al3at inspired by In My Closet lakin ma7ad 3abarny - ya3ny i think only 3 people tried guessing what I looked like.

My Dubai trip was AMAZING as usual - I met up with Jooja (my bestie) and we had an amazing weekend. Saweena the typically touristy things ri7na ilaquarium mal Atlantis oo we checked out the Address and Souq il Ba7ar oo the dancing fountain oo Dubai Mall oo chee. We had a great time. I was planning on extending but unfortunately - very a la Dubai - I had to have some kind of medical emergency on my last day there. This time is was my tooth. Counting from the back the first and 3rd teeth are the ones I had the root canals on a while ago. So the tooth in the middle (number 2) apparently according to the dentist was distressed and the 3irj died. Thus causing an infection UNDER the tooth and causing my face to blow up like in the cartoons.

Last Sunday everything was sorted immediately and I was given some very strong anti-biotics that resulted in a 5 day sick leave for me. Man those meds were strong. I was warned by the doctor about them but I didnt think it would be that bad. They knocked me out. I was sleeping on average 16 hours a day. I have not been to the gym since I got back from Dubai. The one day I attempted to go to work which was Tuesday I sauntered in at 11 am cos I just couldnt wake up. I was home by 415 and fi sabi3 nouma by 430. Thank god today is the last day for the meds and I go back to normal. The swelling is almost completely gone - my cheek is back to normal but I have a tiny bump on my jaw from the inside. It doesnt show and it doesnt hurt anymore.

Im already planning my next Dubai trip but I have informed all involved that this time it will be purely a beachy weekend. I wanna swim swim swim and swim the whole weekend. No malls - nothing indoors - no closed up spaces. I just want the beach.

Summer is here with a bang

Off For A Quick Weekend

. . . yep you guessed it right - off to Dubai for a quick weekend. Meeting up with my bestie and some friends are joining us from the land of the Q and 8 (those who are sane would probably know this as Kuwait) - hahahahahah

Yep so see you next week.

BUUUUUT you have a task - im leaving you with a tiny over the weekend homework

Im stealing ideas from all those girlies out there but true credit goes to IN MY CLOSET since shes the one that started it off and everyone else (including me) are copying her

SOOOOOOOO HERE GOES

What do you guys think I look like??

A New Beginning - On Hold

Hello everyone

As you probably know the story I was writing was "based on a true story" at the beginning with some changes in locations and events, since the real story is sooo very boring. Anyways half way through the story I decided to make it completely fictional cos the real life events were . . . well basically again boring. That happened around "Round Nine".

Anyways I just wanted to apologize because real life events take over fictional events. I am very uninspired to write at the moment. Based on a mutual understanding and accepting societal differences and such old age bull crap, "Khalifa" is no longer a part of my life. It might be temporary but I feel it is permanent. One has to think with their head as opposed to their heart.

Therefore, I promise, when I come back I will come back with a few parts in one go or perhaps one REALLY long part.

Meanwhile, I hope you enjoyed whatever was there and I hope to have ur constant support.

Lots of love and kisses
3aneeda

Polls Polls Polls

Hey guys whats up?? Been a while since I wrote one of those random conversational posts to you hasnt it??

Anyways I come to you with ulterior motives

I just posted 2 polls on my story blog - A New Beginning

I need you to cast in you votes. Mainly to the question mal who do you think is at the door - im planning on posting the new part before the weekend so the poll is there only for 2 days. Yallah go 3ashan i wanna see how far off - also give me suggestions as comments here or on the last part about who you want it to be - im open to improvising in the story.

LOVE YOU GUYS

Oh yeah to my BB girlies - I MISS U LIKE CRAZY and i miss our 3-ways - hahahahhah this is going to give everyone something to talk about

Asshole of the Month - April 2009

LOOOOOOOOOOL - I actually completely forgot about this award but I got reminded about it gabl shwaya cos it appears somebody actually WANTS it. Check this out

Wallah its a Friday and I hate Fridays and I was so bored - i was considering going to the movies until i was just chatting to a friend who told me that Fast & Furious is fully sold out for the whole weekend. Guess I will have to wait for a weekday or something. So Im sitting in bed cham I get that MSN pop up on the right bottom corner that informs me that I received an email from 3anooda. oo ana 9ir chee ------> o_O ?????

Hhhhmmmm last I check I was 3anooda so i didnt send any emails to myself. Anyways 6anasht and then I was just checking my blogger wila I have a new comment for moderation on the original Asshole of the Month post - Uullaaaa people are still commenting on old posts - ok - so I open the comment and it says its from 3anooda - so I think wanasa someone has the same nickname as me - until I saw this. LOOOOOOOOOOOOL




April Asshole of the Month

3anooda (the fake)

To my impersonator,

Did you NOT see the disclosure that says that I moderate comments?? Ah in that case ur a fucking idiot. But still I would like to thank you for giving me something to laugh about and do on a Friday boring afternoon.

Also, I will be publishing the comment just cos Im not the type that will hide any incoming comments - Im all for freedom of speech and if you wanted to voice something out, even if you were trying inti7al sha59iya, 3ady i have no problem oo i am not going to stand in your way.

Lakin mumkin as2al so2al?? ya3ny do you really think people are so stupid that they will beleive that I would write a comment like that?? Also I dont know what will come up when I click the name of the commentor but Im pretty sure my blog details will not come up. Lets see how good you are.

PS. I think whatever hate and anger you have you need to let it all out - wallah this will not do you any good - actually the only good it will do you is that now you know that other people are enjoying some good laughs at your expense.

Second Commentator Awards

And for this week these are the prizes - this is the last time i do this - only cos i said i would do it before - but it was hell sitting there counting comments and i dont really care anyways. LOOOL. But since No ID and Standy were very obviously battling it out. Thanks guys I really appreciate it - nice to know that at least the pics ARE bringing smiles to someone.



No Identity with 50 comments

Second prize

Standy with 41 comments

Third prize


Daddy's Girl with 15 comments

Standy with 10 comments
I would like the thank the rest for their efforts
Danderma - 11 comments
Karamilah - 10 comments

Solafa - 7 comments

love - 5 comments

Change - 4 comments

Technogal - 2 comments

Smarty - 2 comments

Cupid - 2 comments


Confessions of a Lost Kuwaity Soul, Libero Anima, Queen, Provocative Lady, Suzy Q, The kinXp, mosha, Amjad, Mehta and Zaboo6a - 1 comment each
KULULULULULULULOOOOOOSH

Story Moved

Hey guys - I decided to move my story to its own seperate blog - cos it was getting confusing

A New Beginning

Looooool - funny

The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.' 
 
The woman was shocked, but managed to compose  herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter  had been waiting.
   
'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well.  In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer.. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'
  
After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less sombre. There were some laughs and more martinis.  They were eventually approached by some of the woman's    old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.

The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.'
 
The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat.
 
After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you just told your friends you were dying of AIDS! Why did you do that??'
 
'Because I don't want any of those bitches sleeping with your father after I'm gone.'
 
And THAT, my friends, is what is called, 'Putting Your  Affairs In Order'

Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Oman Mobile!

3aneeda In Pics Comment Award

Lany fa'6ya oo fa9la oo ma 3indy shi'3il oo kilish today is Thursday oo mali 5ilg dawam - I created a new award

DUM DUM DUM DUM DUUUUUUUUM

And the first prize goes to...

No Identity with 15 comments

Second prize

Danderma with 11 comments

Third prize

Standy with 10 comments

I would like the thank the rest for their efforts

Karamilah - 5 comments

Technogal - 2 comments

Solafa, Confessions of a Lost Kuwaity Sould, Libero Anima, Queen, Provocative Lady, Suzy Q, The kinXp, Cupid and Amjad - 1 comment each

KULULULULULULULOOOOOOSH

Ali Mehdi - A Recital

A dear friend - someone I grew up with - passed away last June and I wrote about it here. Despite his long term illness, he was very active in the community whether it came to social work, charity or any other kind of activity that brought a smile to people's faces.

He was also a writer. A poet with 3 published books.

There will a recital happening - I heard about it on the Oman Community blog here and thought I would do my part in spreading the news.

I Would Like to Thank . . . .

Stand Alone

The only person who is commenting on my pics - MASHKOORA 7ABIBTY

Ama il bageen ily mafeekum 5air wala m3abreeny!!!!

:(

PS. Standy I cant accept your blog today - kileh ygool page cannot be found

100 Truths

I wasnt actually tagged I just felt like doing it since Im in bed with pneumonia. This is the second time I guess pneumonia in the past 12 months and they were both exactly after a Dubai trip. WTH?? maby.

Anyways humour me. Im ill oo ga3da adawir dala3

LAST THINGS:

1. Last beverage : Cough Syrup
2. Last phone call: Student Advisor
3. Last instant message: "chn zain"
4. Last song you listened to : Number 4 on the new abdul majeed CD. I dont know what its called but its been on repeat 3indy
5. Last time you cried : Ufff - the whole of last week - been super emotional
6. Last text message : NBO "OMR 250.000 has been credited to your account number 12345"

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Pink
13. Black
14. Turquoise

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend : Yep
16. Fallen out of love : I hope not
17. Laughed until you cried : Nope
18. Met someone who changed your life: Nope
19. Found out who your true friends were : Amazingly yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you : I didnt find out but Im sure it happend
21. Have you kissed anyone on your Facebook friends list: LOL perhaps all of them
22. How many people on your Facebook friends list do you know in real life: About 95%
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 or 3 max
24. Do you have any pets: Nope
25. Do you want to change your name: Hell No. Its unique
26. What did you get for your last birthday: I dont remember
27. What time did you wake up today : 630 the first time then 1030.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Trying to drip my nose
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: My next birthday
30. Last time you saw your father: 10 minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing really.
32. What are you listening to right now: Athan il3a9r
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Maybe a teacher???
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now: This flu
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook and blogger
36: what’s your real name:
37. Nicknames : Meme, Meemz, Mayoon
38. Status: Single and Desperate for kids
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer
40. Male or female: Female
44. University: Currently Strathclyde
45. Hair color : Cant remember original colour
46. Long or short : Shoulder length but growing it
47. Are you a health freak: I wish
48. Height: 5 foot 6
49. Do you have a crush on someone: BIG TIME
50: What do you like about yourself: Im honest and too nice.
51. What don’t you like about yourself : Im honest and too nice
52. Righty or lefty: Right

FIRSTS :

53. First surgery: Do stitches count??
54. First piercing: Ears
55. Your first best friend: My cousin
56. First award: Longest underwater swim - i think it was about 150 metres
57. First sport you joined : Basketball
58. First pet: Goldfish
59. First vacation: weee apparently it was Spain when I was 2 months old
60. First concert: Craig David in the late 90's - private concert for 30 people
61. First crush: My cousin. LOOOOL

WHAT ARE YOU?

62. Eating : Nothing
63. Drinking: Lemonade
64. I’m about to: Answer BBMs that I have been ignoring all day
65. Listening to: The sound of the rain
66. Waiting for: the end of this tag - what did i get myself into??

YOUR FUTURE :

67. Want kids : For sure
68. Want to get married : Inshallah
69. Careers in mind: Bank CEO

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

70. Lips or eyes: Eyes
71. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
72. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
73. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
74. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
76. Trouble maker or hesitant: Troublemaker
77. Lefty or Righty: Lefties are sexier
78. Shorter or taller: Akeed taller
79. Older or Younger: Do I look like a cradle snatcher??

HAVE YOU EVER :

80. Lost glasses/contacts: Never
81. Ran away from home: Hahahaha yeah to my cousins place with a suitcase full of underwear. Dad dropped me off.

82. kissed a stranger: Does kissing someone u just met mal hello on the cheeks count?
83. Drank Pepsi: Not a big fan of soda and if i had the option i would choose Diet Coke
84. Broken someone’s heart: I hope not
85. Been arrested : Nope
86. Turned someone down: Plenty
87. Cried when someone died : All the time
88. Liked a guy/girl friend?: Yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself: Unfortunately not
90. Miracles: Yep
91. Love at first sight: Nope - its called LUST at first sight
92. Heaven : Of course
93. Santa Claus: Maybe - LOOOL
94. Kiss on the first date : Yep - you gotta try it before u buy it
95. Angels : il7amdila

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

96. Are you happy with your life: Nope there are a lot of things i would like to change
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: For sure
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time: No way
99. Do you believe in God : Yes!
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? I guess so

Check out my new blog

I started a new blog. I always have comments and I always take pics. So i decided to start a new blog away from my main one so that I dont clutter.

3anooda In Pics

Enjoy

Im Back

My trip was cut 2 days short. It did not go as planned. I had a 6 hour road trip back home alone last night and with a really bad flu.

Today the flu is worse and I feel like I have mucus in my brain. There is so much pressure in my head I just wanna drill and let it out.

Everytime I blow my nose, the pain gets worse. I literally feel like my eyes are popping out.

Oh yeah and icing on the cake, I got a fever too.

Amoot oo aftak moo a7san???

UPDATE: I have an ass growing on my chin.

ANOTHER UPDATE: Nesait agoolikum I met Karamilah ya7lailha shes so sweeet. 3yoonha ti5tify when she smiles or laughs. oo maskeena she had to suffer through me blowing my nose for an hour. 7ata ama 5ala9et her drink

Bubbye

I will be away for a week - Im really down and I need a break.

I will be doing a little travelling and a lot of studying (hopefully) for my upcoming exams. WISH ME LUCK ON BOTH ASPECTS

Dont miss me too much

Looking At Life Through Rose Tinted Glasses

Inzain daraina ina feeh habbat love stories oo chee. Its nice. We like to escape occasionally into a green field with little white flowers wearing a white sundress and curly long hair flowing in the light breeze with a huge smile on our faces and we are running towards our knight in shining armour in his khaki pants and white linen shirt with buttons open to his waist showing off his perfect 6 pack and blah blah blah. I guess you got the picture.

But i wanna see some more realistic stories. Such as Tigerlilly's story about the Kuwaity drug dealer / drug addict. I still havent come across another more realistic story.

I was discussing this with a good friend earlier today where she said she is only interested in happy ending stories.

La ana maby. Aby achoof salfat ily 5e6ab wa7da bint rfeejat umah laneh shes cute and has grey eyes. Oo ba3d il3rs wila honeymoon yridoon ildeera wehwa 24/7 either fil dawam wila wiya ilshabab. yrid ilbait min ildawam yuba il'3ada jahiz. Itha ma 3ajbah il akil yzifha. oo ba3ad 6 months ygooleha howa msafir Thailand wiya ilshabab. B3ad sintain 3indeh girlfriend libnaniya wila ma'3ribiya wa7da cool oo free. Ba3ad 5ams sneen yitzawaj 3alaiha bil sir oo she finds out laman wa7da 7aqda ityee tgooleha "ooohhh sema3t murt raylich / kanitich 7amil - wayid 7alyana mashallah 3alaiha". g6ee3a nas ma yista7oon.

Ooo aba achoof wa7da tiktib story mal wa7da oo wa7id m9a7been 9arli7um 3ashr sneen oo tezawijaw oo lama heya 7malat oo matnat 9ar ma y6eeg shakilha oo 6alagha ba3ad ilwilada 3ala 6ool.

Oo ilhabba ilyideeda mal yaz3am reyayeel yitzawajoon wa7da '3aniya (mabda2 sakany tejari) 3ashan ehwa ydawim 3ala ra7teh fi sharikat ubooha oo ehya ta9rif 3alaih.

Oo sowalif wa7da ba3ad ma titzawaj she finds out ineh hes a drug addict / player / sex freak / doesnt ever shower / eats his nose pickings / was born a woman / getting a little too Jerry Springer arent we?? Bas come on. This stuff happens.

Oh yeah I just remembered one of the story blogs ily she married a guy ily gam yid5al ilbait sakran jayib wiyah wa7da oo ygoom yadri6ha min il7ijra to get it on. Oo laman ta6lib il6alag oo y6aligha trid bait ubooha oo being labelled as a divorced woman ubooha miftishil oo y3amilha zbala which pushes her into the arms of the wrong man who rapes her. THIS IS REALITY PEOPLE.

I always say the following:
1. I would rather be a divorced woman and be labelled as a divorced woman (since its such a shameful label) than be the women ily rayilha y3amilha chanha ilbishkara wila y5oonha yameen oo yasar jidam il3alam wil 5alg
2. I would rather be a 3anis (I LOVE THIS WORD) if it means I have control over my own life and actions and I do not have to be the obediant wife to an asshole who reports to Mommy about his wife's sexual acts (true story - i have a friend whos ex-husband was asking Mommy for advice about his sex life)
3. I would rather be given any label on this earth if it means ineh '6ameery 9afy oo adri iny ma athait 7ad oo ma '3ala6t fee 7ag a7ad

Do people not know mabda2 il zawaj nu9 ileeman?? Ma sema3tu "ilrayil ma ykamil deenah ila ba3ad ilzawaj"?? ay ykamil ay ba6ee5?? ma achoof ana ila ilbalaway.

Do I want to get married?? HELL YEAH.
What are the reasons?? I want kids bil7alal. FULLSTOP.

The only man I trust in this world is my father. I would love to have a fairy tale ending same as any girl with blood running through her veins. But I still always beleive that ilrayyal ma mineh 2aman. His loyalties will always lie with their own flesh and blood. And for some reason they do not beleive that when you marry a woman she becomes your flesh and blood. Mako al7een rayyal y9oon murteh. La2 ma achoof ana ila the woman becomes a punching bag to be blamed for everything under the sun.

I beleive that is why God made women stronger. Qudrat ilta7amul 3indhum akbar. Thats why women are the ones that get pregnant. Have period pains. Go through labour. And the men faint in the delivery rooms. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

Inshallah I find that one person that God made perfectly right for me. Inshallah. Maybe I already found him and he slipped away. I am not delusional. There is no perfect man / woman. But there IS the perfect man / woman for everyone.

Just realised this was basically just my thoughts and I dont know what the hell I am aiming at. Sorry guys - this is who I am. Live with it wila click on the little red cross on the corner of the screen.

I have a lot of love to give, I just havent found the person that I feel I can give it to. I have realised that when in love people tend to ignore the bad points and only see the good things. Then there is a point where one bad thing will make you forget ALL the good things. Its a bad trait but I beleive this is a HUGE indication.

When a girl suddenly sees the guy in a different light, that means that she has snapped out of the bubble she was living in. I admire all strong women who have the courage to admit that they made a mistake and its better to be labelled than to go through with it. I beleive its a bigger mistake to carry on then admit defeat and walk away. I know some people might see it as cowardly but i do not. Bil3aks I beleive this is the brave thing to do. Sticking with a bad marriage and using the kids as an excuse is not the right thing to do. How do you think the kids will grow up and view life seeing their disfunctional parents in their daily life. So if there are no kids GET THE FUCK OUT.

I guess I am going through this emotional turmoil since there are a lot of VERY strong women around me these days that are going through marriage related crisises (is that the right word??). Ilmuhim - these women got the point of considering divorce. I always vote for divorce. ALWAYS.

I look at my past relationships and I realise that the one true love (or so i thought) that I had, I look at him now with complete i7tiqar and disrespect. I always think to myself "what the hell was i doing with him - this is someone i almost married!!!!". Even though the duration of our relationship was complete bliss but you really dont know someone until you live with them. Im glad I found out what they really are like BEFORE living with them. God - I think allah salamany min hal mu9eeba that almost happened.

Yes I am in a relationship right now but this time and for the first time in my life, I am going through the relationship thinking with my head and NOT with my emotions. So far so good. I am grown up and mature enough to accept my decisions and accept the consequences.

I am proud of who I am. I am proud of the woman i have become. I am proud of the way my parents raised me. Even though that the majority of my life I always beleived my parents should divorce. They made the difficult decision to stick together for the kids. Yet I am proud of who they are and what they have made of us.

I am the youngest of four children and I am also the last in our household to acheive the masters. Can you imagine how intimidating it is for anyone?? I have heard it with my own ears how women tell my mother that her daughters are over-educated which is why their sons that might be interested are backing off.

I just think of these men as cowards. Not that I am interested in any of them but the whole concept behind it. Instead of marrying into a good educated family and being proud that either me or my sister accepted them, they run away. I know it might sound big headed but I dont care. This is truly how I feel.

I can go on forever but I think I will stop here. Maybe continue in another post in a few days. Lets see how it goes.

143's going out to maa peepo

LOOOOL 3ad t3arfoony ana lazim atmankar shwaya - basically this is the I LOVE YOUR BLOG award thing - weeee tawny it-thakart il I LOVE YOU bug. Shiiiiiiiitttt zamaaaaan. I remember I was in Uni and me and my friend in5ashaina in the library on campus when it was closing time 3ashan we wanted to work on our final projects. Everyone got 2 week extensions cos the university server got fried. HAHAHAHAH we pulled an overnighter in the library oo laman fat7u il9ub7 we walked out chaneh il3eed. LOOOOOOOOL

Anyways back on track.

So here are the rules for the award:
Add the logo of the award to your blog

Add a link to the person who awarded it to you

Nominate at least 7 other blogs

Add links to those blogs on your blog

Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.
So I'll pass this on to: ya3ni its all people that have already got it before bas shasawy they are that good

1. love;** - 5o maleh da3y agool - shes amazing. shes a very strong person but its a shame she doesnt realise just how strong she is. oo her writing!!! uufff. and also because she gave me the award. kaaaak


2. tigerlilly - purely for being the amazing writer and starting a story about a subject that is considered so taboo - YOU GO GIRL


3. Lost b2amreeka - cos your story is in NYC. LOOOOOOOOL


4. drama - you were the first love blog i started reading and you reinstilled my faith in the powers of the heart and whatnot. you have been greatly missed


5. starr;* - i dont care if shes no longer around here but her story was amazing


6. Daddy's Girl - girl u make me laugh - for some reason ilmaqalib ma t9eer ila lich oo kasra 5a6ry lakin a7la shay feech inich you are able to laugh at yourself


7. Last but not least Jara7 - for basically being a guy that is confident enough about himself to come out and write a love blog - or perhaps hes trying to score?? in all cases hes taking a risk and kudos to that

Wallah ana widy i give everyone here the prize lakin shasawy - limitations. yallah sharing is caring so share the love people share the love.

mua7 from Oman

Asshole of the Month

A follow-up to my previous post regarding looser people who have nothing better to do here, I am still in the process of considering whether I should go private or not. Pretty much I have decided that I will NOT be going private anymore. Im still gonna give it until the end of the week and see how I feel about it and if I do go private it will be for myself.



A special thanks goes to my regular readers - I honestly didnt think I had that many. Love you all.



I have decided that I will be launching a monthly prize for asshole of the month. Of course, needless to say, these assholes are almost always anonymous since they are too chicken shit to show their faces. So starting this month, I will be announcing the Asshole of the Month prize with a breif description. Here goes.

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Asshole of the Month: March 2009

XXXX

See I have a chatbox that I almost always forget about thats why there is not much activity there. In most cases, I reply to people at least a few days late. So yesterday it caught my attention as I had some recent activity. (Pictured above). This is how the "conversation" went.

10 Mar 09, 03:21

XXXX: I don't like u

10 Mar 09, 03:40

XXXX: FYI your life is no rollercoaster. wala 7ata sham ree7at Mara7 Land. Your life is super regular.. just like plain yogurt. if not more bland. =) (hhmmm took you a whole extra 19 minutes to come up with that one???)

10 Mar 09, 15:00

3anooda: XXXX - LOOOL nice to know - respect ur opinions hahahaha dont like me i dont think im loosing much

10 Mar 09, 16:44

XXXX: okay =) fine by me too! and it's *losing fyi (im flattered that you responded less than 2 hours after my reply - looks like ur a regular on my blog)

Now the question is LAISH?? shistifad this person from this conversation exactly?? That is why I am awarding the title of Asshole of the Month to this person. Cos they obviously had too much time on their hands are trying to show off a little muscle. So XXXX, now you can boast about having a post dedicated to you. Thank you for revisiting my blog.

PS. Mara7 Land is a lame ass amusement park thing we have here in Oman mainly for kids

A Message to Fucked Up People

Dear Assholes,

Yes, feel proud that there is a post dedicated to you. Yes you have managed to stir me up and make me speak out my mind write about you. But your joy is not to be long lived.

I just want to bring your pea-headed brains to send a message to your eyes to get them to open up and see around you. You might be living a sheltered life or pretending to people around you that you are living a sheltered life. Or perhaps you just want to give people the impression that your holier than thou exterior is who you truly are but darlings, we aint fools. We see right through you.

Back on track, open up your eyes and look at society for what it truly is. Just because you might not do drugs, drink, smoke or have sex doesnt mean that others dont. Actually I bet most of you do all or some of those things but under cover. If not consistantly then you have at least at some point in time. So stop being the fucking hypocrites that you are and leave people alone. Just like nobody said anything to you because they had the decency to leave you alone since you were not hurting them, you should also have the decency to leave people alone since they are not hurting you either.

So for those assholes that attacked bloggers like Jara7, love;**, starr;** and other creative bloggers that are using this place as a means of release for their creative juices, get the fuck out. Yes you know who you are. And I know that I will get a barrage of assaults from you guys pretty soon, that is IF you have the balls to say anything to me. But I am ready for you.

Throughout my life, experiences and travels, I have been subjected to a plethora of useless characters such as yourselves. The similiarities between you and human beings is purely coincidental. God have places characters such as yourselves to test other people and perhaps I have miserably failed this test, I am ra'6ya ib who I am and I am happy. I sleep very well at night knowing that I did not hurt anybody intentionally. Therefore I am a good person.

People WAKE THE FUCK UP. We live in a very hypocritical arab / 5aleeji society that basically thrives on putting everyone around them down just so that they APPEAR to rise above everyone else. Stressing on the APPEAR cos you fuckers arent fooling everyone. People might seem like they are laughing with you but in true effect they are laughing behind your back. AT YOU.

For your information, the nicest, most sincere and genuine people I have met be them Kuwaities, Saudies, Qataries, Emaraties, etc are all what you assholes would call fasqeen or other such derogatory terms. Kil wa7id 7isabeh wiya rabeh oo intu ma bit7a9loon any kind of gate pass to ilJanna if you speak badly about these people. Cos honestly what I would call fasqeen are those mua7ajabat who wear tighter than skin clothes oo yama ta7t il sawahy dawahy.

Do not misunderstand, I am not excluding my own people from this bil3aks. These are ahal balady and I know them more than anyone. Five years ago a girl would get harrassed if she was walking in a mall wearing jeans and a top (i.e. what fuckers usually refer to as "free girls"). Now the girls that get harrassed are those that wear shaila and 3abaya. Do you know why?? I will leave u with that thought.

Actually you know what?? You pea-brains cannot fathom the concept of thinking therefore I will give it you straight up. And my source are the men of these society. The ones that have and continue to try and test this theory.

The guys will NOT get anything from the "free" girls.
The guys will get quickies and BJs and "rear-end sex" (because the girl does not want to loose her virginity) from the shaila 3abaya girls.

I know I know before anyone goes into a rant about generalising, I am not - there are girls that completely respect the 7ijab and completely respect other people for their choices and those are the kinds of people that i befriend. Yes i am what you will call a "free girl" but trust me, and i know this because of what people tell me, i am described as much better than half the mu7ajababes in this society.

I beg of you morons that can barely read words that are more than 3 syllables wrong. Keep that mind open. People write stories. They are fiction. Check out the definition of fiction on wikipedia or any other "reliable" source that you see fit.

The funny thing is that for some reason, you idiots will attack your own people for being honest, creative, gutsy about talking about a tabooed topic or anything that you consider "not yourselves" but would go trottling off to Amrika oo Landan every chance you get cos you think its cool!!!!

Grow up - yes I know you will say ana fa'6ya for writing all this and whatever. Well sometimes I feel I need to make time to bring your attention to some things. Even though I know for a fact that it will go straight over your heads.

Over and out,
3aneeda

P.S. If you got insulted by this message that means you are someone who was described here. If you didnt then "you safe ma peepo"

Kil wa7id y3arif nafseh

P.P.S. Im going private - send me your emails if you want to continue with my journey

Stupid But Funny Jokes

1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX?
(Because they are plugged into a genius)



2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX?
(They don't have enough time)


3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG?
(They don't stop to ask directions)


4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS
(Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock
& gt;&nb sp; (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!)


5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS?
(So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties)


6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN?
(You need a rough draft before you make a final copy)


7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET
SEAT DOWN?
(Don't know.....it never happened)



(C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!)


And the personal favorite:
8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH?
(Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)


Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and
laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart!


One for the ladies




One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his
sweat-shirt seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he
shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?"
"It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?"
He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ."

And they say blondes are dumb...
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A couple is lying in bed. The man says,
"I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world."
The woman replies, "I'll miss you..."
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"It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he
stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the
neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?"
"Probably that I married you for your money," she replied.
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Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man?
A: A rumor
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Dear Lord,
I pray for Wisdom to understand my man; Love to forgive him;
and patience for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for
strength, I'll beat him to death.
AMEN
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Q: Why do little boys whine?
A: They are practicing to be men.
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Q: What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping
for breath and calling your name?
A: You did not hold the pillow down long enough.
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Q: How do you keep your husband from reading your e-mail?
A: Rename the mail folder "Instruction Manual."
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Send this to at least five bright, funny women you know and
make their day! And send this to five bright men who have
enough sense of humor to take it!

I need Advice

Ok guys I put up a poll cos this is an issue that has been on my mind a lot lately. I have asked friends but im getting very mixed emotions.



Basically I am seeing someone. Everything is going fine - distance is an issue but were ok about that.



Recently I got a marriage proposal. One of those random family set up things. His mom contacted my aunt and apparently he saw me in a wedding and asked about me blah blah blah. Except that is not the story at all.



Now the family is putting pressure on me to accept and I am refusing. When they mentioned the name and they saw my reaction, they are now insisting that I give them a reason. I cannot tell them what the reason is since it involves another family friend and basically this guy was her bf for a long time and as far as I know she still loves him.



I have this policy that basically the people off limits are an ex's friends and a friend's exes.



Anyways so my current beau, despite the fact that I am very attached to him is not the reason I am rejecting this person. If it was someone else, I would have considered it.



So this is not the first proposal I got this way but this is the first time that I am getting A LOT of pressure to accept. Usually by this time, the issue would have been over and not mentioned again and everything gone back to normal. Now Im getting the whole "you are 28 oo bit3ansy" speeches.



Should I tell the beau about this issue?? Please comment with your opinions and elaborate your points. I really need to see different sides of the issue that I may be missing. Generally what I have gotten from my friends is basically the single ones in my age group say no dont tell and the younger age group and the married friends are telling me that I should.

1. Yes because we are supposed to be sharing everything and he should know that something this big is happening in my life


2. No because I dont want him to think its one of those games that girls play to put pressure on them to propose to them (7arakat ga3da agoolik 3ashan min sibaq libaq)

Tagged By The Karamil Lady

I have been tagged by Karamilah a while back and I completely forgot about it. I just came across it so i decided to do it since im nowhere near sleepy and its still early.

1.Put a picture of any grumpy person.

Guys remember Fahooda my nephew?? This is his grumpy and I couldnt help take a snap. 6al3u il bara6um lain wain wa9la. LOOOOL

2.Then Mention 3 things that are just abnormal.

1. Girls who wear full make up for work and girls who have phone voices. Im putting them together cos for some reason they are usually the same kind of girls. Marat aby agool lal bint "tara ana bnaya ma yi7taj il7arakat 3ala il telefone lanich ma bit6ay7eeny"
2. Guys who do their eyebrows - im sorry but its just wrong - i would rather they have big bushy ones than m3adal oo mshakal
3. 3adad il hnood ili mawjooda hnee fi3man - im sorry lakin shilsalfa?? ywaz3oon jawazat wila shinu!!!! laish 3man matroosa hnood??? sma3tu the joke mal ilzilzal ili 9ar fil hind?? amrika 6arashat adwiya 7ag nu9 milyon nafar, Ohropa 6arashat akil 7ag malyon nafar oo 3man 6arashat nu9 malyon hindi badal faqid. LOOOOL

3. Two things that irritate you.

1. People who dont reply to SMS msgs. Ufff wayid yoqharny. LOOOL.
2. People who drive really slow and refuse to move when you flash them. ya3ni yal 3ayooz if u wanna drive 80 then take the right or middle late. dont hog the fast lane and make everyone illegally overtake u from the right winty ga3da itba6bu6ain fi shari3 ubooch.

4.One trigger to your anger.

1. People who argue with me about my job. Ya3ni ive been doing this for almost 8 years oo adri inkum matfihmoon shay cos its just basically a statistic in Oman. People with my kind of experience yin3adoon 3ala a9abi3 eed wa7da. Im internationally certified fa please balash tfilsif fog rasy

5.Three people you can't live without.

1. Some friends that shall remain nameless
2. "Khalifa" - this is a clue towards the story
3. Jooja from my story - she is my support and shes the one that was with me this last weekend at the spa and shes truly been my wall that i can lean on

6.Two people you don't want to see.

"Khalid" and "Sami" from my story

7.One of your favorite foods.

Sushi for sure - madri laish but i love it and i love the 3afsa it requires and using chopsticks and mixing the wasabi with the soy sauce and the ginger oo kil il rabsha that is involved with sushi.

8.Three of your favorite songs. NB. This is an ever changing list depending on mood

1. il7ub khalid - Rashid il majid - currently listening to this is on repeat
2. Right Now Na Na Na - Akon
3. Rise Up - Yves La Rock - Its my shila's song. We have to go crazy on it everytime it plays

Tag 5 people:

desertpalms , starr ;* , Fastidious Babe , Siluoette Crime , A Journal Entry

Reporting From My Spa Weekend

Strongly recommended = http://www.alnahdaresort.com/

My Baby Is Hurt

And some bitch actually went to the policeman and said "I got hit by a parked car"

Seriously??? You thought batting you eyelashes would get that to fly!!!!

TRY AGAIN BIATCH

Sh9ayer Bil Q8??

Oman Air - our local airlines msawya 3ar'6 3ala flights to Kuwait. The return ticket is OMR 60/- oo 2 flights per day.

Abi afham sh9ayer hnak ili ilkil rayi7??? My friend is going for business oo Im thinking about going with her.

Baaaaaaaack With Good News

Cant be bothered for long essay type so i will give it to you in bullet points

• Round Nine coming up tonight inshallah - wish me luck
• Dubai was amazing as usual
• Valentines Day was spent on the road
• There will be a new entry to the story being the results of this Dubai trip.
• Little Miss 7 Thousand phones showed up to work makeup-less today, dissappeared in the toilet for half an hour then came back with WEDDING STYLE makeup. Can you beleive that!!!
• Little Miss 7 Thousand phones RESIGNED!!!!!! YIPPPEEEE. now we know what the makeup was for. LOOOOOOOOOL
• My friend is in town for a few days and i feel bad cos i have to work until four everyday
• Planning a weekend in Kuwait next weekend - lets see how that works out.
• I need to pee so I will leave u with this - i think its enough

Going Away

Alright guys - my break will be a little longer than anticipated. Im off this afternoon to Dubai and will be back Saturday evening. My best friend will be coming back with me and staying with me for a few days so I highly doubt I will have a new installment for you before Wednesday.

On the other hand, there will be some new stories to tell about Meems, Sami and T in Dubai since they will be meeting up there.

;P

La3at Chabdy

You talk tooo much. Inzain ana ba3ad haddara lakin 3ad moo chithi? Ma 3awarooch bala3eemich min il li3yan? Ya3ni 9ij 9ij ma itsandarty? M9a6ra laina arba3 telefonat 3ala 6awlatich chanich . . . Asta'3farallah mabi agool. Bas sorry fi 7ayaty ma fahamt laish banat 3indkum sab3een raqam. U think its cool ya3ni? ITS NOT. U look cheap.

Oo ta3aly ba3ad tara I don't have anything personal against you and I wouldn't care if you have so many people that u need to chat to lakin please 7i66i ib-balich ineh you sit less than a metre behind me oo ib9ara7a mabi a3rif rbee3ich shinu labis ilyoum? Tara il7anna wil wanna a7is-ha da5il a'6oony min kithir li3yanich.

Oo ba3ad shaklich wayid '3ala6 winty ga3da bildawam wilkil y3arfich difsha chan faj2a tsaween phone voice laman 3ala mobilich chanich filim sex - allahuma a'3firly thnooby. What's up with the phone voice. Al7een ilsa3a 3ashir oo nu9 oo min awal ma wi9alti ildawam sandarteeny ib li3yanich.

LA3AT CHABDY BASSSSSS
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Seeking Criticism

Ok guys I want honest opinions. What do you think of my story? Are you finding it scandolous / unsuitable for our culture oo tarbiya?

Like I said before the story is semi-autobiographical. The characters are based on real characters lakin the events are not necessarily real.

I guess I'm not getting the responses I expected so I'm sort of in shcik. Twaqa3t malyom comment oo ta3leeqat oo constructive criticism. That's what I'm looking for? I wanna know how everyone expects the story to go because it gives me ideas for the next parts. Oo i lost one follower oo za3lana laish mafi 7ad yitsabag ykoon first comment 3ala bloggy. :(

Yallah ana ma az3al. Tell me honestly.
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10000

MSM 30. . . .

... Crashes once again
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Tagged by Lost eb Amrika

You guys have spoken - first installment coming up soon.

I've been tagged again. About my favourite things. I added some things. Oo I tag Karamilah and Drama and Sh7afana

Favourite colour: Turquoise
Favourite getaway place: Dubai's Al Qasr Hotel
Favourite male perfume: Dunhill Desire - I could just eat the guy wearing it.
Favourite female perfume: Narcisso Rodriguez
Favourite pj brand: La Senza
Favourite clothes brand in general: Dorothy Perkins
Favourite shoes brand: Kurt Geiger and Coach
Favourite handbag brand: Gucci and Burberry
Favourite person in the entire world: My Dad
Favourite country (not including ur own): From the ones I have visited I gotta say its a tie between Morocco and Cyprus
Favourite car: Mercedes G55 Coupe
Favourite sport: Anything to do with water
Favourite sport player: Ali Habsi - Oman's football team Goalie - he is HOOOOTT - ILKAS 3MANEEEEE
Favourite spot in Kuwait: Laish Kuwait? I'm assuming they mean home country. So I would say 007
Favourite animal: Kittens or Puppies
Favourite movie: Legends of the Fall
Favourite singer: Ne-Yo and Rashid ilMajed
Favourite day of the week: Saturday
Favourite time of day: Sunset or Sunrise
Favourite holiday season: Winter
Favourite number: 13
Favourite food: Sushi
Favourite chocolate : After Eight
Favourite cartoon: Finding Nemo and the original Tom & Jerry
Favourite blogger: Everyone who updates regularly
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ILKAS 3MANIIIIIIII

Pictures speak louder than words - we get a day off ba3ad

isnt he like of the hottest Omanies you have seen?? sha59iya oo tikana oo passionate about something - very well spoken and down to earth!!! fedaitik ya 5alid - we need more of you around

Pic Upload Attempt 2

After changing some cam pic settings. Perhaps that was the reason? Success or Failure?
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Pic Upload Attempt

Let me know what u see pple. I'm still trying to learn how to upload pictures. Success or Failure?
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Oman 4-0

Wish3arna saifain wil 5anjar 3mania
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Tagged - waaaayyyyhhhh min zmaaaan I didn't get tagged

Awalan Happy New Year Everyone - 3asa istanastu oo inshallah alfain oo tis3a itkoon sina a7san min ili gabilha

So I have been tagged - basically the ten honest things tag so here goes:

1. I cannot take compliments - ma3arf shagool when I get a compliment oo theech ilsa3a the simple "Thank You" always skips my mind. Usually I just do the fake "wee I'm blushing" thing and start a new sentence with "anyways what were we saying?"

2. Yes I have the typical girlie shopping obsession but I actually enjoy shopping for guys stuff and bedsheets. My best shopping trips were when my bro was going through a wardrobe style change. Gave up some nice designer bags to get him his Abercrombie shit.

3. I pay attention to details too muuch. Wala shay yfootni. I don't like that. Wayid za7ma fi rasi I need a break.

4. I am waaaaayy too trusting. I put blind trust in people whether male or female if they are friends and purely for the reason that they are my friends. But the moment a guy informs me that he is interested in me romantically I automatically loose all trust for him. I'm a freak I know.

5. I dream in parts. Like a musalsal. Ilyoum il7alqa ilowla bacher ilthania oo so on. And with too much detail its scary. Like details like what pattern was on the towel and what pple were wearin. Of course ilkil 3ala I'll mowtha. Loooool.

6. I used to read Mizz magazines and Just Seventeen religiously. Way past my 17th birthday. Loooool how embarrassing. Also I have read every single Jackie Collins novel before the age of 14 that my teacher had to complain to my parents that I was reading books waaay above my age.

7. For some reason I can't sleep on my bed without kadsat thyab 3ala ilsareer. Law the bed fathy ma anam mirta7a.

8. I give off the impression that I am a very confident person but I actually am a huge wimp that lacks confidence. I am anti-feminist and I'm looking for my knight in shining armour that will make me useless and redundant while he does everything for me. I do not like being Miss Independant. I wanna be the Queen of my House. I do not work cos I need it but because I enjoy it. Despite the whole career woman bullshit I will quit my job the moment I have a baby.

9. I have only had one relationship that I consider serious and it lasted from the age of 13 til 21. The others were disasterous souffles. Yet I don't regret anything I just regret lost trust.

10. I have never used a phone other than Nokia phones. I'm very anti anything non Nokia. I'm especially anti-Sony Ericsson yet during my last change I considered the BB or the iPhone. As you see the BB won.

Won't be tagging anyone cos it seems everyone was tagged already. Loool
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